The Gaming Backlog

sherlynn
5 min readApr 7, 2024

What should I play today is equilavent to what should I wear today.

I’ve been there, sitting in the back of my room, wondering which game should I play? If I’ve bought over 20+ games, should I play any of them or instead, buy 20 more to seek the ‘perfect timing’ to enjoy any of that?

Regrettably – I did this to Persona 5 Royal. Yes, I know what you’re thinking, why would you keep any of the Persona games in the backlog? It’s simple, really; I initially wanted to enjoy the story thoroughly. Juggling between college and work, working overtime for homeworks, group projects, barely there was any time for games. So I thought, if I really wanted to enjoy Persona, there had to be the perfect time to finish it. Because hey it’d suck if I forgot why Ren Amamiya or Akira Kurusu got arrested in the first place and if I ever mistake any dungeon for Tartarus.

The gaming backlog refers to those unplayed games. Bought, unplayed games.

As a casual gamer with a penchant for procrastination and a dash of intellectual curiosity, I find myself knee-deep in the digital equivalent of Mount Everest, surrounded by Nintendo, Capcom, and ATLUS games that mock me with their unplayed status.

Now, let’s talk about “Persona 3 Reload” and “Persona 4.” These gems have been gathering virtual dust for longer than I care to admit. I mean, who wouldn’t want to dive into a world of demons, high school drama, and the occasional existential crisis? But alas, they remain untouched, buried beneath a mountain of memes and cat videos.

And then there’s the perpetual tease that is “Bayonetta 3.” Every time I think about finally tackling my backlog, I remember that it’s still out there, lurking on the horizon like a particularly elusive unicorn. Maybe one day, Bayonetta, maybe one day.

As for Nintendo classics, let’s talk about “The Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword.” I’ve conquered the skies of Skyloft not once, but twice! But ask me how many times I’ve ventured beyond the clouds into the depths of Hallownest in “Hollow Knight”? Well, let’s just say I’m still lost in the caves, searching for the exit like a particularly clueless spelunker.

When the backlog threatens to overwhelm me, I turn to games like “Honkai Star Rail,” “Genshin Impact,” and “Cookie Run” to soothe my weary soul. Sure, they may not have the epic scope of my backlog titles, but they offer a welcome respite from the existential dread of an ever-growing pile of unplayed games.

So, as I navigate the treacherous waters of the Gaming Backlog, I do so with a casual shrug and a wry smile. For in the end, it’s not about how many games I conquer, but the journey – the laughter, the tears, and the occasional existential crisis – that makes it all worthwhile. And who knows, maybe one day I’ll finally conquer that backlog. But until then, I’ll be here, procrastinating like a true intellectual.

So those years of craft done into games, end up with me barely playing any of them?

It was a typical day, but with the weight of sickness dragging me down and the beckoning call of my Gaming Backlog growing louder. As I lay sick in bed, seeking refuge in the world of gaming, I found myself drawn to the masterpieces crafted by Japanese game developers.

In the early 2000s, Hideo Kojima’s “Metal Gear” series captivated me with its gripping narratives and stealthy gameplay. Each installment, from “Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty” to “Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater,” kept me on the edge of my seat, immersed in a world of espionage and intrigue.

Then there were the challenging adventures of FromSoftware, with titles like “Dark Souls” and “Bloodborne” pushing me to my limits in the late 2000s and early 2010s. Despite the frustration, there was a sense of satisfaction in overcoming each daunting obstacle and uncovering the rich lore hidden within.

Of course, no discussion of Japanese gaming would be complete without mentioning the legendary Shigeru Miyamoto. His iconic creations, including “Super Mario” and “The Legend of Zelda” series, have been delighting players since the 1980s and continue to do so to this day. With their timeless charm and innovative gameplay, Miyamoto’s games have left an indelible mark on the gaming landscape.

And then there’s “Final Fantasy,” the beloved RPG series that has captivated players for decades. Led by visionary developers like Hironobu Sakaguchi and composers like Nobuo Uematsu, each installment, from “Final Fantasy VII” to “Final Fantasy XV,” has offered a rich tapestry of storytelling and unforgettable music.

As I delved into the worlds crafted by these talented developers, I couldn’t help but feel a sense of awe and gratitude. Their creativity and passion had provided me with countless hours of entertainment and inspiration, lifting my spirits during even the toughest of times.

So as I lay there, controller in hand, I found solace in the depths of the Japanese gaming realm. In their games, I had found not just a temporary escape, but a sense of belonging – a reminder that even in sickness, there are worlds waiting to be explored and adventures waiting to be had.

What did I do?

I bought a Switch.

Yes, it’s a gaming port and not everything fits into Switch but; it gives a sense of exclusivity. Now I can prioritize which games I really want to play and which ones I really consider a luxury pastime.

So,

It’s easy to get lost in the excitement of new releases and announcements, but amidst the buzz, let’s not forget the unsung heroes who bring these worlds to life. From the designers who painstakingly craft every pixel to the composers who weave melodies that linger in our minds, each creator plays a vital role in shaping our gaming experiences.

As I sit down to play, I’m reminded of the care and attention to detail that goes into every aspect of the game. Whether it’s the breathtaking landscapes, the gripping storylines, or the haunting melodies, there’s a sense of craftsmanship that permeates every moment.

And so, as I lose myself in these digital realms, I feel a deep sense of gratitude towards the creators who make it all possible. Their work may go unnoticed by many, but for me, it’s a quiet marvel that adds depth and richness to my gaming experience.

So the next time you pick up your controller, take a moment to appreciate the artistry behind the screen. It’s a reminder that even in the midst of our everyday lives, there are moments of beauty and creativity waiting to be discovered. Let’s celebrate the creators who make gaming such a special part of our lives.

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sherlynn

a learner's place for her deranged thoughts. Instagram and twitter: @sherlynnyu_